if someone has said that he said something to someone else, and he said that he thought he would never say it to you, but of course he did; he is going to say that a few more times, to you or other people, for better or worse.
the past should not exist, there are only the present and the future.
the past never happened
today i walked home from the bus interchange, on grasses instead of pavements. it was nice, as if they knew i stepped on them, unlike the cold pavement devoid of all hues and colours.
i'm never feeling up to par recently.