"gets to places other pains can't touch"

the road by cormac mccarthy
everything is illuminated by jonathan safran foer
caribou island by david vann
special topics in calamity physics by marissa pessl
middlesex by jeffrey eugenides
and my overworn, neatly ripped yellow dress

this expresses what i felt recently, quite accurate, except for the working part, not yet

and instead of finishing a book, i'm writing for 4 blogs, this is one of them, 2 of them are part of my schoolwork, the other one is one local online magazine

i really want to write about milan kundera's the unbearable lightness, there are so many post-reading feelings regarding this book. i feel terrible for putting it aside while doing other things

also, my hdd is lost and i'm tired of how retarded my laptop & phone have been

i can't get anything finished

=perpetual anxiety.